My dear little bug,
I have to tell you that you are making your momma an emotional wreck this week. If it's not worry over your health (which in my right state of mind, I am sure is just perfect), then it's crying for reasons that even I can't begin to fathom. I should be at my happiest right now as your daddy & I have less then a 2 day wait until we find out who you will be. And believe me baby, I am happy & I think that might be why I worry over you so. I already love you so deeply, with all that I have, with all that I am, that I can not bear the thought of losing you. I hope you will look back on this & understand that although you have a crazy, ridiculous, pregnant momma in this moment that it is all out of my love for you.
I got to hold a dear friend's baby in my arms today (who I am sure will become one of your best little friends in the near future) & all I could think of is how I will soon be holding you in my arms. Soon you will be the one who I rock quietly while you sleep. You will be the one making little cooing noises & making adorable little faces. You will be the one with the soft, perfect new baby skin wrapped so snug & warm. You will be the one who melts our hearts. I know you have already stolen mine & I don't want it back.
But baby, please take it easy on your momma. These emotions can tend to be overwhelming at times. And while you're being such a dear can you please let me have some of my sanity back. I went out in public with my shirt on backwards today baby & that's just absurd. =)
All my Love,
Your Momma
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