The Waiting Game

So, here we are at 8dpo and creeping ever so slowly closer to Monday.

It's pretty much hourly for me bouncing back & forth between "I'm pregnant!" and "No..I'm definitely not pregnant." I can tell you one thing, I did mark nausea on 8 & 9dpo with Carter, but I don't remember if I was THIS nauseous. *Blech* I literally feel like I am *thisclose* to losing my lunch. Of course, it could be any number of things & not necessarily because baby-making is happening in my ute, but still. I want to remember this in case I'm not KU & the same thing occurs next cycle before the start of AF.

My temp this morning was not exactly encouraging. =( So, I guess we'll see where we stand tomorrow morning. If my temp dips again, it is almost certainly true that I am not pregnant. If my temp has a rebound, I still have a chance. I've been doing well though & I don't think I'll be devastated if AF arrives. I've been reading the bible & praying a lot on this so I know I'll have some peace this time around with TTC. I don't want to be too hopeful, but I don't want to be a negative Nelly either so I'm trying to work on the balance of those two feelings. I guess it's a hope for the best & prepare for disappointment (I won't say the worst because there are things MUCH worse).