"It's your baby's birthday!"

Uh.....really TB? No, actually it's NOT my baby's birthday. Not yesterday, & no I do not have a 1 day old today. That's really annoying. >=( I already admitted days ago that I was grumpy, but that just really bugged me yesterday. Guess I am staying away from TB until he arrives. Stupid pregnancy tracker!! Thanks for yet another reminder that I still do not have an outside baby. And if one more person says something stupid to me along the lines of "remember...they are much easier while they are still baking" I may rip my hair out. Yes, obviously. It makes me want to ask them if after delivering they would have turned around & stayed pregnant longer instead. How many people are actually going to say yes to that when they were overdue? Oh yes, please...take my precious baby & re-insert him into my uterus. Uh...no. I get that people mean well, but don't they think at all? Especially since the person who said this happens to have 5 kids of her own.....

So, on that note. Carter's OFFICIAL due date has come & gone. At this point I am not the least bit surprised really. I knew all along he was going to be late. Now, I am right, but I feel no sense of satisfaction in that fact. If I am honest, I believe we will actually make it to my Wednesday appt. I will be really surprised if we don't. I have just settled myself on the fact that I may be pregnant forever. lol Yes, I know...not possible. Half the time I do feel that way though. It's weird, I feel like I am D-O-N-E part of the time & the other part of the time I am completely okay with still being pregnant for another however long it takes. I go back & forth between the two almost hourly!

I really just wish my body would prepare a bit more. I feel like when I actually go into labor it is going to happen one of two ways: I am either going to be in total denial or I am going to have a VERY rude awakening. The membrane sweeping seems to only have caused mild BH that lasted about half a day. Yesterday we walked & walked & walked....we also had sex AGAIN last night. Neither did anything. I'm not even having irregular BH today. Woo!

Here's to staring down the face of another work week for the hubby & days of sitting alone at home waiting...waiting...waiting by myself. I think it's time to make some plans.....